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At the moment I feel like my world is falling apart. No matter how many steps i seam to take Folwards.. I always seam to end up back where i was.. No matter how hard i try and fight I don't seam to get anywhere. I read somewhere that if you fight for what you want you will eventaully achieve it (or somthing like that) .. I'm fighting.. So why can't i acheive it?? I so Know my life is not as bad as some.. and i know that there are alot more people in worse positions... I'm not ungreatful for what have ahceived.. but there is still the one thing i can't seam to pull off.. The one thing that my heart truly wants.. Maybe its just not ment to be.. Who knows?

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OrchiD
17:15 Nov 19 2012

That sounds so vaguely familiar...but then again I'm always wanting what I CAN'T have will NEVER have as I always choose the ones who can't give me their heart completely ....so I get this gurl*huggs*



Want what we can't have...isn't that the Damn truth?

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Love is the best feelin in the world there are no words to really describle it.. but the feelings are amazing and i remember them well and still feel them and when i see her ( which is everyday case we still talk everyday she my best friend.. and in my heart i believe she is my soul mate) But love is also one of the worst feelings in the world.. The pain it can cause is like no other... I hate the fact that i can't control this pain.. Its like being stabbed in the heart over and over again.. i wish my heart back and no longer to love her to no longer be in love with her. ... but again we can't choose who our heart falls in love with.. ( oh and next person to tell me to get laid to get over her may just be killed lol)